Monthly Archives: May 2016
What is fear about?
I was receiving healing this evening and I asked myself afterwards: What is fear about? The answer came: Fear is about the idea (!) of not getting everything done. Why be afraid of death? Illness? Anything else? Was it really this … Continue reading
Anger as a tool to Increase our Capacity
Why do we have anger? Because something crosses a boundary of ours and we do not believe we can fix it. I was angry about everything. Poverty. Starvation. War. My parents not understanding. The religion of my youth. The government. Big … Continue reading
Redeeming Tantra
I remember going to AVN–the annual conference of the adult industry in Vegas and schmoozing with porn producers, and sex toy inventors and sellers. One of them asked me what I did. I said, “I teach tantra.” From their reaction, I might … Continue reading
How I learned about Sex
After leaving the Mormon church, drenched in shame and body-negative messages, and not knowing where to turn, I decided I wanted to learn about sex and alternative relationships. There were two places to do that: ZEGG, which was holding an … Continue reading
Native Language is Touch
I began to cry in the workshop. “My native language is touch and I have no one to speak it with.” Imagine living in a world where no one speaks your language. That’s how I felt most of the time. … Continue reading